StePhAnie

What a tiring week without GOD!

2010-04-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

OK! A good news. I manage to transfer from bachelor of sci to bachelor of biotech a...n...d.. to.... Bachelor of Pharmacy. YAY! Really thank GOD for that. I'm excited to be a pharmacist after four years. I guess God is really good to me. He really knows our hearts' desire. I always hope that my occupation would be a job that I can help and serve people regardless of the amount that the company is going to give me. AND being a pharmacist, you are not only able to help and serve people, you will also get a good pay. :) Praise the Lord! However all this comes with a price, that is to study really hard for all this four years. Actually, it is worth it. Four years of suffering and forever enjoyment based on how my housemates are living their life right now. Heehee... I guess from this part onward is how I feel right now. I like slacking right now. I'm feeling very dry and tired. Totally stress up and tired. Sucks! Totally hate that feeling because my mind keep reminding that I still got alot of things to revise, understand and I got two tests this Friday. One of them is 10%. In the midst of all this conversation in my brain, I was prompt to read about God’s words and his promises. I decided to do my devotion using “our daily bread”. And this is what It says on the April 12, 2010:
“It was a simple task, but I was in over my head. One of the items on the grocery list was soy. Problem was, I didn’t know what kind of soy my wife, Sue, had in mind when she made the list. After searching the aisles and asking the advice of a worker who was stacking soup cans, I grabbed a bottle of soy sauce, placed it in the cart, and went on my way.
Only after I unloaded my bags at home did I discover that Sue didn’t want soy sauce. She wanted soy milk for our granddaughter Eliana. I was sincere in my search. I even asked for help and confidently pulled my selection off the shelf. But it didn’t do me (or Eliana) any good. I had the wrong stuff.
Sadly, some people are walking through the grocery store of life with “heaven” on their list, but they are not getting what they need. Despite their sincerity and the intended help of others, they grab something that won’t get them to heaven because they find a “different gospel” (2 Cor. 11:4).”
Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me” (John 14:6). And Peter said, “There is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved” (Acts 4:12). Trust Jesus. Don’t settle for the wrong gospel. — Dave Branon
Not all roads lead to God,As many people claim;There’s only one true way—Christ Jesus is His name. —Sper
Christ is the only door into heaven.

I was like ok! But that doesn’t seems to be what I’m looking for. Anyway I would just try to remember that then I saw this part that say “Read: John 14:1-6”. Ok! I shall read that.

John 14 1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God[a]; trust also in me. 2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going."
Jesus the Way to the Father
5Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"
6Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

I guess this whole story really talks to me. Throughout the past few weeks. I feel really troubled. I tell myself that I have to pass all my 4 years without repeating any. I can’t afford to stay back any year. No excuse of being lazy anymore. I’m so blinded by my studies until I forget what God promise us. Why am I so foolish to be troubled over my studies when my daddy is greater than anyone and he is smarter than anyone? If I ask, he can also be my teacher because he is the creator; he can give me knowledge and wisdom to understand everything.

I praise the Lord for renewing my faith and bringing the peace into my heart.

Now Stephanie poh is getting back to work. I’m going to Jia you !

Take care everyone! J

A new semester

2009-08-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Semester 2 is going to begin tomorrow! Another interesting and exciting 16 more weeks to go. I just want to say GOD is really being faithful to me. I'm really bless with very very good results. I feel like saying it is too good to be true man however it does prove to me that everything is possible in GOD's way. I will never forget how bless I am. Thank you everyone for your prayers. Please continue to pray for me. :)Pray that as things get harder, I will have more Wisdom and knowledge to understand it.

wow! 136 days more to go! I'm looking forward to see everyone of you. Please drink more water and take good care of yourself. ok!

testimony

2009-06-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

Have you all listen to the song "God of this city"?<http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2talU4fA-Y >Go and listen to it ! It's really nice. I love the starting piano part. I don't know how to describe that part.hmm... Peaceful? It does help to brighten up my days too. Moments when I feel so lonely,moments when I feel like giving up. Some of you might find it weird because the lyrics is all about praising God. Then why am I feeling peaceful and happy after listening to this song? To me I guess is because I just feel that something is stirring up within me. The heart of worship. To continue to give praises no matter what am I going through because I know my God is a faithful God, and I can do all things through him who gives me strength.

Isaiah 55:11
So is my word that goes out from my mouth: it will not return to me empty,but will accomplish what i desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

Here's a testimony. The previous post ,I said that I did my first 300-500 essay until 3 am right.! =) I got back the results already.I got A- which is high distinction. The weightage is 5 percent of the academic english course. I must say this is really GOd's glory because It is really a last minute work. All the glory belongs to GOD! Amen! hmm.. However it doesn't mean last minute work is good so don't try it man. I got quite alot of grammer mistakes. Imagine if I did it earlier I would have enough time to ask my friend to correct it and maybe get even higher marks. =) This is the goodness of doing things ahead of time. Mistake learnt!

From left to right: hueh ching, diane,eugene,dinesh, sandhya,priscilla, me and muriel (mirror). wahahah!!!

2009-06-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

SORRY EVERYONE! Wow! I didn't update for 1 month already. That's fast. heehee.. I'm actually really busy nowadays. I'm getting more and more assignments and projects. ( Seriously It is so tiring. I have been telling myself "ok!after this week I'll be able to do whatever things I want." HOWEVER assignments just keep coming in. I just thought of this word "DRAINING!" Writing essay is the worst. I had just submitted my first 300-500 words essays last monday which cost me to do it until 3AM! REFERENCING! FORMAL LANGUAGE! COLLOCATIONS! PASSIVE VOICE! This is what we expected to have in essay. *faint! The worst part is that I couldn't find one of my reference link. Everyone might be thinking " That's easy! Just to go the history to find it." That's what I did but to my horror,I realise my laptop has already auto compiled all the links that I viewed throughout the week into one since it's already like 3am(Monday). I can't believe my eyes, it is like hundred of links. I look through 1 quarter of it and I gave up. It's just too hard and tiring for me to carry on. By faith I just submit it just like that, praying that the teacher will not realise it. ;p ok! I need to go get back to work! TAKE CARE! woo! BBQ for australia studies this friday! I will post some pictures of it if possible.

It's WINTER!!!COLD!!!

2009-04-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE JUMPING!!!!!!! *JUMP*JUMP*JUMP* PRAISE*PRAISE*PRAISE*

haha! Reason being I'm listening to "COUNTING ON GOD!" It really makes me feel like jumping and praising GOD. I can remember clearly it's the last night for me to be in the youth camp last year. Everybody were like singing:

VERSE 1
I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours

PRE-CHORUS
Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God

CHORUS
I am counting on
I am counting on God

BRIDGE
The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I'm nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you'll see

YES! Everybody is not like what they are used to be because all of us have changed for the better. I'm counting on GOD in every parts of my life. Amazingly, MAY is coming really soon. yay! but it also means winter is coming really soon too..(june) It's already so cold nowadays. =) By the way I'm doing fine here is tassie. Studying hard and always looking at my brother because his study table is just infront of me. wahaha.. We always bomb each other in the room (* family joke) He is studying really hard. *seriously! * I guess playing really hard too! LOL.. oh.. ya.. That song reminds me of dwayne lau too! wahaha.. "I'M counting on ,counting on ....GOD!" I cannot remember how many times have we sang it man! hmmm....3-5 times? haha..

2009-04-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

=( I just feel abit sad now! I miss Singapore again! I miss all the saturdays when I'm still in singapore....Normally I will wake up at ten plus when everyone is already out of the house and I will slowly eat my breakfast ,use computer, watch television. What a tai-tai life! LOL! I also remember my Dad will normally called back at 1 or 2 plus and we have the same conversation every week.

DAD: AI LING AR! Have you eaten your lunch?
me: NOT YET!!
DAD: ok! I bring you to giant for lunch ok? I'll be back in 15 minutes time. You faster prepare.
me: ok loh! After that you will fetch me to church right?
DAD: Of course lah!
me:ok! BYEBYE!

(IN MY MIND): YES!! ! I don't have to take bus to church already.. The bus is always so packed and I tend to sweat alot. I remember telling people that I'm a "SWEAT-ER" haha...

2009-04-16T04:30:00.000-07:00

For your nearness Lord I hunger
For your nearness Lord I wait
Hold me ever closer Father
Such a love I can’t escape

For your nearness I am hoping
For your nearness Lord I long
Have no need of any other
I have found where I belong
Yes, I have found where I belong

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer Lord

In your nearness there is healing
What was broken now made whole
Restoration in its fullness
Lasting hope for all who come

In your nearness I take shelter
Where you are is where I’m home
I have need of only one thing
To be here before your throne
To be here before you throne

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer Lord

And keep me here, keep me here
There’s nowhere else I rather be
So keep me here, keep me here
There’s nowhere else I rather be
There’s nowhere else I rather be

So draw me nearer Lord
Never let me go
Closer to your heart
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer Lord
Draw me nearer my Lord

This song is sang by merdeith andrews.

This song somehow describe how I feel now.I just feel like sharing. Enjoy! =)

This is the day

2009-04-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

THis is the day

This is the day that stephanie poh made cake(that stephanie poh made cake)

I will stir and stir I will stir and stir and.... make one cake

This is the day that stephanie poh made cake, I will stir and stir and make one cake

This is the day, this is the...day..that...stephanie...poh....made..... cake....

WAHAHAHA..

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TADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES! I had finish making my brownie with the help of my brother.. yay!!!!(BEFORE BAKING)

( IN THE OVEN)

( READY-TO-EAT!!!)

wow.. It's a really good experience man! SO FUN! I'm proud of the brownie man. I will do it alone next time. hmm.. I should talk about myself. I'm actually having easter break till wed. wahaha... That means I will only have two days of school. yipee.. This easter break was really tiring for my brother as he is busy doing his assignment. I'm studying but slacking too.. haha.. I'm feeling abit weird nowadays. I can't describe that feeling. Is it loneliness? wahaha.. I seriously have no idea. I don't have the feeling of replying anyone's email anymore. I'm sorry! I will try to email asap. I was actually telling my brother that I enjoy going to school nowadays. wahaha.. STEPHANIE POH ACTUALLY ENJOY GOING TO SCHOOL!!! (karen must be thinking of telling da gu later on) (TO:JIEJIE "I CAN READ YOUR MIND!") wahaha.. I don't sleep in class anymore although sometimes I did felt that the lesson was quite boring because I don't understand what the lecturer was talking about. MATHS!!! haha.. As usual I'm not good in that so I have to ask my friends for help. Most of us actually don't understand what is he talking about man! SERIOUSLY! He actually explain how does this formula came about. *faint!* haha.. ok! It's getting late here. I'll blog again soon! Yipee!! I shall end it with a photo of me!! As I promise my sister that I will post one photo of myself everytime I blog but this time with my brother. LOL!!!

School starts today!! yipee!

2009-03-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

THIS PHOTO IS FOR MY SISTER!

Today is my first day of school. It was great. I'm getting to know more new friends, mostly are from malaysia. They are really nice man... =) I just happen to read mr poh's blog. As a sister, I didn't realize he is having home sick. That pig didn't even want to tell me anything. I understand that he is facing alot of stress due to his assignments. I really have try to do things that I can to lighten his burden but because of the past 18 years of princess lifestyle that I'm leading, I don't know how to do most of the things. He has to repeat and repeat everything for me to understand. Seriously I'm not having home sick anymore maybe because I had started school already but another reason is that I'm happy with the lifestyle that I'm having now. A lifestyle of changes. That's what I have been thinking before going to australia. I want it so much even though I know that ahead of me is loneliness but I didn't regret the decision that I have made even until now. SO MR POH! I'm HERE WITH YOU! JIA YOU! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! BEAR WITH ME ok! I LOVE YOU!

OH.YA.. I'm here in tas for one month already. 9 months more! YAY! wahaha..

CHANGES!!

2009-03-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

ok! I'm blogging again.. haha.. FINALLY! Anyway in case some of you don't know, I'm actually at Australia,Tasmania now. I'm going to do my foundation studies here. I'm still slacking and playing over here, school will starts on next Friday. heehee.. I'm feeling ok and adapting well. =) I must say I really miss all of you man.. There is two things that I love to do here. First , it would be worshipping God, it just makes me feel like I'm home once again. I mean everything here is so new, new friends and new environment but God is like the only one that is the same now and forever. AMEN! Second,it would be sleeping. wahaha.. people might just feel that I'm just being lazy. LOL. I like that because for that few hours I don't feel anything and I thought I'm at home once again. wahaha.. I don't know what to say already. haha.. Thanks for all your gifts and encouragement. I seriously love it especially those cards you all had given me. Here is some of the pictures I took for the past few weeks.

The eggs that cheer us up.
I'm telling my brother, the more-tanned one is me
while the other one is him

2008-09-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

Last paper!Last paper! wahahaha!! but is only prelim :[ dots.. so sian! november!! Could you come faster? I want to do alot of things after o levels! First,I'm going to bring my cousin out. YES! Hopefully just me and her. Li hui! Li hui! haha.. I have been neglecting her for so long. Time to take care of her and give her some love. ohmygosh.That means I need to save money first. ok! This sounds so funny! I'm going to treat my cousin? Last time I'm the one who is being given a treat because I'm the youngest. heehee.. steph had grown up, kor are you happy to see that your younger sister had at least grown up abit? haha! secondly, I might have to look out for jobs.Maybe not those full time job, because I won't be able to work for one month. I'm leaving on 5th of dec to visit my brother. yes! That is the day I'm looking forward.heehee. I'm super bored now! how come my dad is so funny? When I'm not free,he would always ask me whether I want to go giant supermarket with him but when I'm free just like now and I told him I'm bored. He would call me to study. *clap*clap I'm really bored. study? ok. Fine! I'll just go and study , at leastI can sleep earlier tonight.

2008-09-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

Vía Dolorosa Lyrics

Down the Vía Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day
The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street
But the crowd pressed in to see
The Man condemned to die on Calvary
He was bleeding from a beating, there were stripes upon His back
And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head
And He bore with every step
The scorn of those who cried out for His death
Down the Vía Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King,
But He chose to walk that road out of
His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
Por la Vía Dolorosa, triste día en Jerusalém
Los soldados le abrían paso a Jesús.
Más la gente se acercaba,
Para ver al que llevaba aquella cruz.
Por la Vía Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor
Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey y Señor,
Y fue Él quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mí.
Por la Vía Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir.
The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men
Made its way through the heart of Jerusalem.
Down the Vía Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King
But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me
Down the Vía Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

ok.I cried after listening to this song. No perfect singing but a truth that not all people know about it.

2008-09-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

I saw the post that I wrote last year which says about me going camp and my bro is back! yes! I'm missing my brother again! *LOADS!! I'm talking to him more nowadays but I really still miss those days that we always went out together and he is like the joker who always makes me smile non stop. He is a good korkor! I'm tired! really really tired. Somehow I hope O levels faster come. I'm looking forward to the day I could see him in tasmania. Lord I know you are there, you know what is going on in my life. I'm just a normal human,I can't do miracle. Lord I just pray that you open their minds and eyes to see the reason why she is reacting like that. Lord I just pray that you just help me to do what I'm suppose to do and trust in you in the rest of the things that I not suppose to do. amen!

Today is superglue day!

2008-05-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

hello! hello! I'm back! I think not many are reading because most of them knew my blog are always rotting..haha.. Thanks denise maTHew! I actually thought she will scold me for not updating my blog but she didn't,she was actually very happy that i am updating. =) Today I'm really happy!!! denise and rachel understand why. I think people will be quite shock when they know why..haha! Somehow I really felt strongly of God's faithfulness in every part of my life this few days,although the start of my weekend is not really that good but everything just turns out really good. Just now I was at the airport,sending pastor chad off. Me and denise decided to meet up in the bus and we saw auntie violet after that. she was really a cute and kind auntie=) We went to candy empire first because me and denise are craving for sweets and chocolates. yummy! yummy! rachel also came along after awhile.We saw all sorts of toy with sweets inside but this particular sweet catches our attention.

Bracelet which is made up of sweets!

We went to T1 to meet the others and we start waving to people to see who can notice it first.haha! I feel like as though I had return back to my childhood times. cool! We sat at a table and start talking.It was quite bored,nothing much to do. Time really passes very fast,it's time for him to get in. That atmosphere was not really that sad but was not very happy too. Somehow I can understand the pain pastor daphne is going through.I know it hurts even more than the pain I felt when my brother went overseas but I am sure God will carry her through. =) jia you pastor daph! It was really a tiring day.O lvl chinese was quite ok but I don't think I had did really well for it. I should just depend on GOD's blessing for now. If I pass, I will praise him.If I fail, I will praise him too. ok! lights off! take care! I pray that all of you who read this post,will have a blessed week! Amen!

God's love

2008-04-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

I was thinking though this question:

What actually make so many people all over the world chasing after GOD?

Although being a christian for years,this question keep appearing in my mind.Somehow this question really pushes me to know GOD even more.Even though throughout the years,I am facing different kinds of problems but I can say his love never fail us.Sometimes I really felt my life is nothing,I even felt ashame of myself but looking back to that cross. The only thing that I saw and heard is GOD did not regret letting his son to die for us. To me he is not a religion.If u ever try to experience it, you will totally understand how I feel. People can say thousand times how unreal christ is but what they said is unreal too because they never experience it before. Experience it with an open heart and daring is the key.

I shall just end here! take care everyone! =)

thanks thanks!

2008-04-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

hee hee! =) THANKS RYAN! yay! so happy to see the label back again! I know I'm really bad,I am like blogging every two months only. haha! sorry! sometimes I really don't know what to say. This week is quite a nice and sweet week. Tomorrow the school is having sports day,I still have to wake up very early. sian! the only good thing is that it ends at 12 haha.. oh..ya.. monday we had PE. ah bao (me) finish 5 rounds for the first time in school..wahaha.. I can imagine my bro is laughing right now. I'm like running very slowly and I went pass those who are walking (my junior) then my teacher is like saying, look at this senior "slow and steady" and my friend said" win the race".. ohmygosh..please! I don't think I will win.I am like a tortoise now hahha...
The touching part started when I was not feeling well. The one period of math which was before recess was really very bad for me.The head is spinning and I feel like vomitting,the worst part is when I recall my stomach is half-empty. I might faint anytime. Alicia who is sitting beside me was so worried for me. she is like keep asking me to rest.shiwah was like keep asking me" are you alright?" luting and huiyu was like passing me the dried orange skin for me to eat , to prevent me from vomitting.huishan also passed me a sweet. somehow thanks to my empty stomach,I did not manage to vomit anything out.During recess hui juan helped me to buy food up to the class.The funny part is when shiwah and luting was like arguing over what drink should I take. heeheee.. when hui juan came back, she banned me to take the cold drink first,she said is not good.Actually I don't understand why but ya I follow what she says. I don't know how to say but just really touched.. hee..hee.. actually there are still some others who ask me how am I but I did not state.REALLY Thank you everyone! You all are really such a group of nice people. thank GOD for his blessing. stophere! =)

2008-02-24T19:44:00.000-08:00

This time I'm really back! haha! yes!yes! update!!! haha! wow! This week is really stressed. Just finished my common test today.heehee.. At the start I was quite disappointed with my performance in my common test, I did not manage finish the math paper. Everything was ruin! “Really feel like giving up but I recalled what my brother said to me in a letter.”Commit your plans to the lord and you will be amazed by what can be achieved. When you learn to do your best, you can be certain that GOD will do the rest". With that thinking I continue my common test, everything just turn out fine. yay! At least once again I could say to people that I had already done my best and GOD shall do the rest. haha! =)

oh..ya.. My brother had went back to Tasmania, Australia last sat. As usual I still cried after he left but this time is better, I did not cry as much as last year. Haha.. On the day itself I went out with Rachel to buy something and I came across this two green bear. One is bigger while the other one is smaller, which reminds of me and my brother so I decided to buy both. It looks super cute. Haha. Thank GOD that I managed to reach the airport much earlier than him so I got a chance to write him a (post)card. I really wanted to buy. him a card but don't know why all the cards there cost a bomb man.haha! So in the end I bought him a postcard instead. Haha! In order to surprise him, I quickly put the two items into his bag while he was checking in. results: YES! I HAVE SUCEEDED! HE ONLY REALIZED IT AFTER HE REACHED TAS! haha..

Now hoping my holiday will come as fast as possible.It's time for shopping and outing! haha! ok! I Should just stop here.I will try to update as many times as possible.haha! take care! eveyone!

2008-02-16T23:01:00.000-08:00

STEPH IS EMO NOW HAHAHAH. :D

STEPH IS ALSO VERY HIGH NOW!

My new aim is to get this pair of pink shades. Super nice, i love it! :) Heheheheh.

Denise and i! I'm at her house now studying. Heh then later we can go to the airport together to send Lydia &Charlene off...:(

Anyway, i can't believe i'm updating my blog! Haha, it has been like two months since i last updated it. :D Sorry lahhh, but i'm a bit lazy and also no time you know!

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OKAY ACTUALLY I'M NOT STEPH, I'M DENISE. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :)

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2007-12-10T05:47:00.000-08:00

I'm happy and sad too... This past few weeks I was really very busy. maybe start with youth camp. I was a leader this year. It was really a experience for me although is not my first time being a leader but is my first time leading people for games and making decisions within a few mins or even secs that I had. Firstly I want to thank My dear assistant leader,GABRIEL WONG who was really doing a great job... Always came out all sorts of funny stuff and ideas. So talented sia! hahaha! and also jie jie venetia. who was always so good and sweet... Encouraging me on when I felt so down.. Thank you jiejie vene.I LOVE YOU MAN! haha... lastly and most importantly my team mates because without all of you I don't think I can make it. well done allof you! Although we did not win but all of you have really did a great job! =)

yaya! busy mah!

2007-12-02T08:13:00.000-08:00

haha!!!! See some people complain le so this time must really update.. Tomorrow is youth camp! Well done! I am still not asleep! hAHA!! I am goin to die tomorrow!!! I had finish packing my stuff.. hee...hee.. This time I put all my food in one bag...heehee.. If anyone hungry ,can just look for me.Time really passes very fast,my bro is finally back. It was like a dream to me. The feeling is amazing when I recall how I been through all this months of training. All I can say is :
GOD IS REALLY FAITHFUL. Sending me more and more friends along the way,really thanks to all of you. Thanks for all the friends that is with me throughout every problem and situation.Sunday is really a fun day! Went out with denise,god-mum and my god-bro. Didn't know chinatown could be so interesting. Should go there and slowly walk again! Simin and denise must go with me ok? haha.. I had finally decided what to wear for campers night. It was so hard for me to decide...I think after all I am still not very good in dressing..haha..Btw simin WELCOME BACK! haha.. must go out ok? Although I don't have much money but maybe just take a look. I miss forever21!!!!!!!!! I think I really need a new pair shoes, my shoes going to be "cannot make it le" haha.. Must start saving money or else no money le.. hmm... serene tan must miss me ok?[[Just message me if u are free,I will try to reply]]..min this apply to you too ;) I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU!!! Those who can't go to youth camp,don't be sad ok? remember youth camp is going on every year and GOD is everywhere.He will still be with you even u can't go to youth camp :) :):)

2007-10-31T07:47:00.000-07:00

I felt really bad after reading some peoples' blog. They really update constantly not like me. :( Tday is really the end of all exams. yay!! I am really happy about it. Thank GOD for the time he provided during the paper ,or else I think I won't be able to finish it on time. I still think I won't be able to able to get A1 or A2 for chinese so next year I still have to study chinese. I am going to give thanks to GOD in good times and even bad times. amen! I'm going out tomorrow but I'm really broke this time.My wallet left just a few cents. GOD please provide! Thank you! heehee.. I wonder how should I spend my holiday?? heehee... I want to make it a meaningful one. I should really go and think.Think of working but I got alot of things on so I won't be able to make it. Think of doing voluntary work but don't know where to go. GOD could u just show me a way because I really don't know what to do. please lead me Lord! tk Jesus! Amen! ok! going to sleep now! Take care everyone! Jia you for those who are having O levels.. I believe u can do it!

hee.hee..nice weekend!

2007-09-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

hello! hello! really have a very good weekend.. On sat I was suppose to be in church at 1pm for usher meeting but I was late because I woke up late! heehee.. I am like a pig!*oink*oink.. haha.. I went to the cold storage which is near the church to buy donuts..I think that shop just open not long ago.. KoR faster come back! lets go and eat donut..This time i treat u, U can order as much as u can but just don't make me bankrupt..hmm... It is not super nice but is not bad at least it taste special.. I LOVE the OREO Donut! Thanks phil for introducing me that.Pator Lau spoke about how important an Usher was.. wow.. such a big responsibility but I don't mind because I could make their day better.:) It is a joy to help people not a burden amen! haha! After that I had forth week practice, We are really having alot of fun joking around and they record a special video which is really funny and cool.. For more details go to http://www.ryanthecute.blogspot.com/.

This is the year which I was born! cool sia! The munchy donut grew up with me! heehee..

I thought after the practice I would be so boring but it was not that bad afterall. I went to pantry first to eat the donut and suddenly grabriel pop out and call me.. I was wondering what happen but actually nothng.He just need me to write the card which is for phil! heehee.. I went to sunday school room to study but I just can't stop slacking heehee.. I need to usher so this time is to test my faith. Actually I don't want to stand under the sun because I know I confirm will sweat like crazy but i still stand outside in the end. I really thank GOD because when we stand there,somehow GOD is like blocking the sun and it was not that hot anymore. It is a sunny evening. Caleb was the one preaching.. heehee. He is really a joker and what he say really make sense. All I felt is that my walk with GOD is getting tougher and the temptation is stronger.I think in front of me is really a very huge stone because I know I still need to change in alot of things. I really need to have more faith and be stronger. I pray that throughout the way,I won't keep depending on my own strength but GOD. I went out for dinner with ryan, susanne and sotong.Susanne had really taught me alot abt the diference between N level and O level. It was really funny sia.We went to KFC but We don't have the coupon so we have to take from people.I was really afraid until I saw this auntie and I was like thinking" It will be much more easier to take from a auntie" so I just take a deep breath and asked her. Thank GOD she was really helpful. I think me and ryan were very fortunate because we got a jiejie and korkor to buy for us. heehee.. I was like looking around and ryan started his hobby which is to take pics! HE took this pics which is like so so so so cute...

Sotong sotong.. How come u became a lantern? heehee..

This is how much I left after buying KFC. heehee.. I am going backrupt.

We were like joking around especially ryan.He told us a 不能說的秘密. All I could say is really like father like son. They were really funny.. susanne" jie di lian" ..heehee.. I was just jk! don't scold me! heehee.. susanne is really about drama now..Jia you ba! I will join you after my N level! ok! take care! I want to sign off le! bye bye! Have a nice week ahead!

I am really really back!

2007-09-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

Hello! Everyone... sorry RYAN! I know I had stop blogging for such a long time. I am really wasting your effort in helping me to design this blog.Really sorry! hmm..so here I am! heehee.. Don’t worry, be happy OK! This few days are not really good. My heart is really hurting because of certain things but I believe through God's strength, I think I should be able to go through it. Maybe this trial is really good; it helps me to have a better character and also to have more faith in the LORD! I Really Thank GOD for all the friends that is always with me. Walking beside me, encouraging me and also helping me. This year is really a tough year but I will be strong. I am not going to give up... I think u all should be wondering why I put "beautiful saviour" this song as my main song. The reason is not because I really love this song but is because whenever I am really tired and almost going to give up, I will pass by this song. I will start asking myself "steph, where is that passion you once had gone to?" then I started reflecting How God had help me throughout the years. Isn't he being there with me throughout? Especially this year where everything seems wrong he is still faithfully guiding my way, helping me in every little thing that I don't know how to solve on my own. So I will start telling myself. I must not give up! I must not let God down. He did not give up on me so I must not give up too. I want to praise GOD forever, just like this song. The lyrics are all about praising GOD. That’s what I want to do! I will still continue to use my voice to praise him in good times and also bad times.

Fear not for I am with you.Be not dismay for I am your GOD.I will strengthen you.I will help you.I will uphold you with my victorious hand. Isaiah 41:10

Tomorrow is prelim

2007-08-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

hey!I'm back again! heehee =) Today I went to church with my dad and sis, we went for breakfast first. I really love that kind of bonding time. How I hope my mum and brother could be there too. We should have more family gathering. I really love that kind of feeling. You know what me and my sis did ,we hold on to our daddy's hand each one one side and we walked to church together. such a memorable time. If you ask me do I hate my mum and dad , MY ANSWER IS NO. I might be angry with them for certain things but I just felt that those happy times we had is much more than the bad times.Although we always quarrel but i know this is how we show our love to each other. funny right? heehee.. some families is through hugging and kissing but mine is not.heehee..I asked my dad alot of stupid questions such as "will you cry if jie jie get married or korkor get marries or I get married?" THE ANSWER IS NO! My mum too.. can you believe it? I don't believe. lets see next time.heehee.. I also ask "did u ever say the three words to mum before?".THE ANSWER IS NO ANSWER,because I get scolding from him for asking stupid question. Don't ask me why I ask all this,I just like to ask this kind of stupid question.haha.. weird right? ok... I am going to rest already.. take care everyone..Pray for me ok! I am having my chinese prelim tomorrow and english for tue.

A new blog done by bro in christ

2007-08-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

heehee! This is my new blog which is done by BRO RYAN CHIA...hey! Really thank you every much.The feeling is so good,having my name on it.SO COOL!!! ok! As you can see the blog name is called "melody of christ",this name came from a keychain that korkor lester gave me.I heard that that phrase is given by my bro. so ya is very meaningful for me so I decided to use it for my new blog.Today is quite a good day, FINALLY we had our F&N practical .It has been long time since we have our practical,The relief F&N teacher ,Mr Lim is really very good.He still provide us with plastic bag for us put our product.Last time we have to buy ourselves :) while doing my new blog,I was readin my past few post.I just feel like saying" hey everyone out there THANK YOU! ,thank you for helping and walking with me for the past few months.Encouraging me when I really feel so down. Wiithout you all I, know my life won't be as interesting as before.REALLY THANK YOU! Finally A BIG THANK YOU FOR GOD! Without him I know my heart will still be in pieces and I don't where will my love and strength comes from.

**StePhAnie**